The Mineral We Will Never Put in a Deal
They signed for our minerals, but our rarest element isnโt in the ground
MUCH HAS BEEN SAID ABOUT THE mineral deal. And with all honesty, I still donโt know exactly what itโs about.
Maybe youโre feeling like I am. Too many details. Too many statements. Too many suits shaking hands while the mothers of Odesa and Kyiv are still sweeping glass from their childrenโs hair.
Too many numbers, and too little of what Ukraine is actually made of.
Every time I try to read more, I understand less. Or maybe itโs just my confused mind.... But still, this is not a news journal.
This is just my heart. And from my heart, Iโll tell you what I see.
This deal was signed with a country under invasion.
A country under war. A country whose land is still occupied by those who are killing our families.
A country of families that have been split in two. Those who stayed, and those who had to run. And we the ones who stayed, the last thing we can say is that we stay whole.
Every day, we lose someone. Every night, we count them. Last night, it was Odesa. Tomorrow, it will be somewhere else.
And still, even as so many of us are being buried, there are people in the world who push for business.
Deals. Contracts. Profits.
Do you understand how absurd this is?
If your city were burning, and someone came to sell you a future, would you sign? Or would you scream?
We are living in emergency. This country has no condition to think about minerals. About mining. About percentages and royalties.
We are not even whole enough to grieve properly, and they still want to discuss extraction.
But I understand that the world doesnโt run on fairness, and the rules were written long before we arrived to this table.
So we do what desperate nations do.
We do what desperate people do.
We raise our heads. We swallow our emotions. We say yes, even when every part of us wants to scream no.
I never had the chance and honor to meet Zelenskyy personally. But I am completely sure that he would never sign anything that would harm his country. And Iโm not talking about his character or skills.
I know that because I live here, and thereโs just no more room left for harm.
He signed it because he had to. Because someone came to the door while our house was still burning and asked us to sell the bricks.
You donโt argue when your children are starving. You say yes, even if it breaks your dignity.
Thatโs what this was. A deal made not by power, but by pressure. Not by strength, but by survival.
Itโs like negotiating a plate of food with someone who hasnโt eaten in weeks and is watching their child get thinner in front of them.
Itโs not a contract. Letโs not pretend. Itโs just pressure dressed up to look like respect.
And still, I trust our president. Because in war, you donโt always get to win.
Sometimes you choose the lesser pain so you can stay alive long enough to stop the bigger one.
Weโve already lost too much in this war to let pride be the thing that kills us.
And let me say something else.
Yes, this country has minerals.
Iโm sure that every metal in the periodic table is found buried somewhere in this wounded but immense land.
But the most precious one we have is not underground.
Itโs not nickel. Itโs not copper. Itโs not lithium.
Itโs bravery.
Itโs called Ukrainium.
Donโt confuse it with uranium. This is far more rare.
It is a metal that no scientist has found in the earth, but every Ukrainian knows Ukrainium lives in the heart of the people.
It lives in the mothers who walk children to school, knowing the siren could sound at any second.
It is in the blood of the grandfathers who wonโt leave their homes because their neighbors have no one else.
In the bones of firefighters who go back even when the flames are not done.
Thatโs Ukrainium. Measured in courage. In resistance. In dignity
You wonโt see it in a spreadsheet, but please know that it holds our entire country up.
Itโs not something you can export. Itโs not something you can mine. Itโs not something you can sell.
And thatโs why it was never included in any deal. That part of us isnโt up for sale. It never was.
Ukrainium is not part of the periodic table.
But if there is ever a new one, or at least a new class for elements that carry pain and still give light, this metal will be the first on it.
And one day, scientists will discover others like it.
I believe there are more.
A whole family of human metals, made not of atoms but of sacrifice.
Made of love.
Of resilience.
Of sorrow.
Of dignity.
But Ukrainium is the first. And it belongs to us.
No matter how desperate we become, no matter how many papers weโre forced to sign, we will never include Ukrainium in any deal.
Because that would be selling ourselves.
And the bravest thing we have, they will never touch it.
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Iโm sad this deal had to be made. I love that you first see the value in human life. Long live Ukraine. I look forward to a day when I can visit your beautiful country in peace โฎ๏ธ without a putin or a trump anywhere to be seen.
If we all weren't dealing with Trump I don't think this would have ever occurred. There are so many of us in the US that don't agree with this garbage and I am so sorry, speaking us that don't. It hurts my heart and I can only send love.